Photo shoot for Salam Perantauan (Utusan) Fall 2005 |
View from my balcony on one snowy day in Winter 2006 (or 2005?) |
I, now obviously suffer from post-leaving Germany syndrome. For I kept thinking about what my future will be or looks like if I decided to not go back to Malaysia and work there instead. Maybe I'll still shop at H&M and sort my trash into 5 different garbage bin. Take buses, trains and trams to work instead of driving around. Or say Scheiße at every coming opportunity (oh well, I did that here too). Maybe I'll still eat Dürüm and Yufka Kebab whenever I'm lazy to cook my own meal. Or buying Haägen-Dazs ice-cream at only 5 Euro per pint. (They cost a bomb here!)
But life isn't always getting what you want. Sometimes life is appreciating things you used to have. And for me, my life now is all about spending time with the ones I love the most. (Although the ONE that I love the most is currently far away from me, I'd get to hear his voice every night right before I/he go(es) to bed!)
p/s (petaling street): Why oh why suddenly I feel so moody? and so mushy?
2 comments:
"But life isn't always getting what you want"
I like that :)
Post-leaving Germany syndrome? Haha.Tapi u untung.Merasa jugak duduk oversea.
I ada pakcik duduk kat Germany dah berpuluh-puluh tahun.Dah tak reti cakap melayu dah pun.Macam mat saleh cakap melayu.
reena: Thank you. mmg betul pn kn? in reality we don't always get what we want, kan? As much as I love to complaint, I'm actually blessed and grateful to be able to study oversea (eventhough result pn tk bagus sgt sbenarnya, maybe rezeki kot) Your pakcik tinggal mana? Kot-kot la klo kenal ke, tp so far Malaysian that I know sume still fasih ckp melayu. Gile respek!
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