Thanks for all your comforting words. Ceh, macamlah banyak sangat kan. Many many thanks to Dedali and Reena. Apa? 2 orang je readers aku. Nampak sangat blog boringnya ya Rabbi readers pun takdak. Takpe, I really appreciate those kind words.
I am still down. But I won't let my spirit die. Frustrated, yes but I will not give up. I had a plan. In fact we had some plans going on. A big plan actually which will later be revealed here. Then this dugaan comes along. I am a Type A personality, so whenever my plan does not go accordingly, I freaked out. I grew up with mantra of, if you want something, work hard for it. So far things had worked out pretty well, minus few hiccups here and there but I pretty much get it.
Not until after I graduated. Series of misfortunes hit me, right in the face. I do not get the job that I want. I do not work in the field that I want. I do not work the type of profession that my heart's desire. Overall, I am not where I suppose to be. My boyfriend said that I expect too much and choosy. I am not picky, I want to choose what I know I wanna do. And I can choose my own future, right?
So now, all I can do is work hard to find a new job and stay positive. But it's hard to stay positive with 3 weeks deadline (literally) till you're force to resign and with no job prospect in sight. It's hard to be positive when you future is at the stake.
Positive, positive, positive.