Show Me The Money..

I work all night, I work all day, to pay the bills I have to pay
Ain't it sad
And still there never seems to be a single penny left for me
That's too bad

- Money Money Money [ABBA]

I hate money! Well, I don't exactly hate money, what I hate is the fact that without money there's nothing much that you can do. So, if it's not because of money at the first place, there are so many things that you could do even if you don't have any mean greens. Now I'm talking in circles and not making any sense. But you'll get my drift, right?

Yesterday, out of (financial) frustration, I asked H to postpone our W-day plan. Sigh. Luckily he understand my problems and told me not to worry much. I thank God for meeting me with this wonderful man, whose words (of advice) never fails to calm and knock sense into my neurotic brain. Yes, I can be neurotic sometimes or most of the time. Blame it on the Type A personality traits.

I had (phone) preliminary job interview yesterday and I don't think I impress the lady on the phone much. Shit shitty shit. I was at the office when she called and was trying my asses off to make sure that my colleagues aren't eavesdropping on me and was nervous as hell. I won't be putting high hopes on getting another interview but it's my rezeki, then alhamdullilah. I desperately need to find another job that fits my (educational) qualification, something that got to do with engineering that is. Not that I don't like my current job but it exactly is not my cup of tea although it had started to grow on me. Being in the sales line is challenging and if I may add, also quite stressful. You have a certain (sales) target to fulfill and if you don't, you'll be (one of) the losers. I've seen nasty things some of them did, just to achieve the their targeted sales. It's true what the say, money is the roots of all evil.

Sigh.

On a brighter note, tomorrow is public holiday! Oh sangat suka!