06/08/2010

(Ke) MALU (an)

Okkkkkk,

I am so going to keep a track record of my readers. I've been blogging almost 6 years, going from very frank and transparent about everything, displaying my URL everywhere, changing URL for 3 times for the sake of being anonymous blogger and staying low, and back to exposing myself again since the past 2 years.

After unfortunate incident that happened what seems like years ago, knowing that someone from my REAL life reads my blog makes me queasy. I know for the fact that now, my sister reads my blog and so does my fiance. They are the closest person in my life so I don't really mind. My parents on the other hand are not exactly IT savvy. Phewww. Major relieve there.

Baby, sila jangan ajar mama and papa please. HAHA



So, how does one reacts when one knows that her friends read this boring loser blog? One feels VERY queasy and the feeling to hide under the tables is enormous!






ARGGGHHHH, MALU GILA WEH!!!






Hi Buyet. Hi Hilmi. Hi Saleha. Hi Fiance. Hi Baby. And hi God-knows-who-else.

16 comments:

mysarah said...

i pown sama u. bf baca, bakal kak ipar baca n my bro, my cousin. ish ramai jugak stalker rupanya! :D

NahWaL said...

ahaha. in laws aku dah baca blog aku ok. aku malu tetibe dia komen pasal entree IN PERSON. erkkk

Cik Belle said...

yela. i pun malu bila my friends read my blog.. huhu.

owh nawal, siap tinggalkan jejak itu sungguh malu ok! hihi

ZARA said...

uish. my fiance occasionally blogs too. aku selalu kantoi ngan dia lambat kuar dating sebab either blogwalking or updating blog.

dia selalu marah. tapi so far mom dad inlaw belom pernah baca kot my blog. tapi brother in law and his wife ada kot.

my dad selalu stalk my personal blog, sbb dia suka bila aku cerita politik. tapi wedding blog, i dont think so lah.

erk, terpanjang pulok. ampun.

0sh!Nz d' sen0r!ta said...

haha.. relax ah sis. slumber macam ni baru la coooooooooool. hehe.

Sya Sakura said...

hehe.. i pon same.. bile balik rumah family, pastu update blog pki computer rumah, confirm i akan clear kan history, cache, password, dan semua2 lah.. heheh..

nowicannotspeak said...

moose!! ko kan mmg tahu aku baca!! hahahahaha. tp cuma aku susah nak komen sbb aku mmg slalu tak ingt password aku agagagga. haaa.. god-knows-who tu sape babe? hikhik

sumpit said...

when i found out tht my dad found my blog, terus aku draftkan some of those entries yg agak private...

so altho org dah x leh baca, at least one day, 10 years from now, i can still read it :)

bapak aku sume ada weh, friendster ada, facebook ada, blog pon ada weh!

bride2wife said...

haha..memang malu moose..that's why i like to keep it quiet..and i want to keep it that way.. :) only saleha and my husband knows

saleha: ada jugak kau kat sini!!! ;p apa kata kau start berblog semula...haha

sumpit: gila advance ur dad!..thumbs up :)

The Spasmodic Scribbler said...

You don't want to know the history of my blog.

Been blogging since 2004 and my blog was only read by friends.

It was extremely exposed (for a reason that is too personal to be shared) in 2008, getting hit after hit and because of that, people started to talk about me. Friends of the boyfriend started to talk about me, strangers who never really cared to befriend me talked about me. Benda baik takpe, but they were putting their biased judgement on me based on what I did. Some had come to a point of calling me a bitch.

So I changed URL.

In the hope of staying low. But I guess that is history now. With people linking my blog as a B2B blog.

That's why I never really like putting up pictures of me. Ade tapi sangat minimal. So tough luck la aku nak post up any pictures related to my own engagement or wedding. Hahahaha. We'll see if I change my mind =)

Cieri said...

Hi moose~

saya tak kisah sangat sapa baca blog saya. sebab the main reason why I blog is sebab saya nak family tahu how well I am doing in here. pernah kena hentam ngan junior2 ngan batchmates sebab macam2. ape saya kesaaaaaaaah~
My BF also reads my blog. from the early days when he is trying to mengorat me. he reads mine because he wanted to know me more. now pun he still reads my blog.

tapi kadang2 terkejut n malu gak when tahu unexpected person baca blog saya. Like BF`s sister reads my blog regularly ke,kadang2 jumpa orang dorang cakap `ah! ni akak yang tulis blog cytoplasm tu kan?`
not that I am popular.

Moose said...

all:

i don't know about you guys but i am afraid that these people that i know will judge me differently based on what they read here. yela, kat luar we may be a different person, bila blog we'll be another person. at least that's how i feel. but some how when we choose to blog, we indirectly choose to be known. maybe tak sepenuhnya but what i meant here was, the risk to be exposed tu still ada.

gosh, aku pun sendiri tak paham what the hell i'm trying to explain here. haha.

NahWaL said...

atia-tau takpa!! gile ok malu. siap komen pasal pelamin. bila masa lak la aku tunjuk pelamin kat dia ?"ala yang nawal letak kat blog tu". ah sudahh. haha

nowicannotspeak said...

ala moose.. just be who you are.. n say what you feel k. because those who mind don't matter.. n those who matter don't mind kan. keep on writing k. aku dah jadi peminat ko nih muahahahaha

aziraarif said...

haha, sama ar..kemaluan gile as u said...and of cos they will jugdge us diffrntly, yg dh read my blog my future adik ipar...terpakse privatekan blog, tp bile private, tak ramai plak yg bole baca...huhu

Moose said...

saleha: peminat tu tak bleh blah.