Honestly speaking, both Fiance and I had no energy left to concentrate on the wedding preparation. There has been a lot of drama going around and it left us with bad vibe and negative energy. And no, it doesn't come from us. We are in a phase where we just wanna get things done as quickly as we can.
I know, how people mentioning that wedding preparation is fun and how they gonna miss it so much, but trust me, I don't and won't.
I treat the whole preparation thingy as a job that I must accomplish within certain period of time. Kinda like a project. Don't get me wrong, I love everything pretty and I do think wedding is such a pretty and joyous event but when you are stressed out and had too much unnecessary things going on around you, tell me how joyous and fun can it be?
And I hate that particular person who started it all. Doing stupid and ridiculous things like a moron. I don't know what that person trying to prove and I didn't care, anymore. Though the person un-presence has created a disaster among us all. And for that, thank you very much. I tried to accept the fact that you are "sick" but your action had sicken me to the core.
Maybe I'll remove this post or maybe I won't but amongst all, sorry for leaving you readers with such a miserable thought so early in the morning. In order for me to be better, I need to vent.