27/10/2010

Venting It All Out

Honestly speaking, both Fiance and I had no energy left to concentrate on the wedding preparation. There has been a lot of drama going around and it left us with bad vibe and negative energy. And no, it doesn't come from us. We are in a phase where we just wanna get things done as quickly as we can.

I know, how people mentioning that wedding preparation is fun and how they gonna miss it so much, but trust me, I don't and won't.

I treat the whole preparation thingy as a job that I must accomplish within certain period of time. Kinda like a project. Don't get me wrong, I love everything pretty and I do think wedding is such a pretty and joyous event but when you are stressed out and had too much unnecessary things going on around you, tell me how joyous and fun can it be?

And I hate that particular person who started it all. Doing stupid and ridiculous things like a moron. I don't know what that person trying to prove and I didn't care, anymore. Though the person un-presence has created a disaster among us all. And for that, thank you very much. I tried to accept the fact that you are "sick" but your action had sicken me to the core.

Maybe I'll remove this post or maybe I won't but amongst all, sorry for leaving you readers with such a miserable thought so early in the morning. In order for me to be better, I need to vent.

9 comments:

chepoh said...

sabar cik moose...kesengsaraan akan berakhir tidak lama lagi...in the meantime, cherish the moment ye~

♥ dak pink said...

sebulan je lg cik moose. sot ba ro.

=)

adda_shariff said...

all hell break lose? just vent it out lah. bg lega.. yeah, at one point in my midst of preparation, i was like "can i skip the prep hustle..sedar2 dah nikah je!" huhu. takpe, skit lagi, chaiyok babe!

Queen4ADay said...

oh well, i m one of those who felt exactly d same. our ayat all same.haha...
yg penting nikah lancar daling;)

shueyshoelove said...

oh! venting is good. that's what blog is used for. i so get what you mean. i don't think i'm gonna miss the W preparation too. Just think of reaching the end of it all, time will fly by faster! you can do it - ala adam sandler. =)

Nurulhuda|Adlie said...

moose, dont go down to that 'particular person's' level, u should have it ur own way, a beautiful one, be strong, this ur wedding afterall, syg moose!

The Spasmodic Scribbler said...

I hope you are ok! Don't think too much about it. Let go and let yourself free. Insya-Allah everything will fall into place :)

Nora Anne Burn said...

hye babe..;)
date kawen kite same laa..huhu..
anw..good luck to u with all the prep..hehe..;))

Moose said...

all:
thanks for all your concern. i am still hanging but i can't help to feel sad about it.