I know today is a Wordless Wednesday but how can I be wordless when there are so much things going on lately?
First, today marks the 10th days countdown. Don't ask me how the preparation is going on because honestly it hasn't been progressing. Is it OK if we're more excited about (finally) moving in together? I know that H is. He's all stressed out over the incomplete furniture at our future shack that we went to IKEA for 2 weekends in a row! Not to mention that we spent a total of 6 hours cleaning and tidying up the place so that come 28th (insya Allah), the house will be ready - for us!
On the wedding part, I am glad because so far we managed to settle what we can ahead of time. All the weekly trips to Jalan TAR and Semua House were worth after all. My principle is simple - what I can control, I will control and make it a habit to plan ahead of the time. Insya Allah, you won't stumble. What I cannot control, I will leave it in the hand of God and pray that everything will be OK.
Sometimes I am scared of the slow pace that I am going. Orang lain macam makin dekat makin banyak kerja tapi aku siap boleh lepak mengeteh hari-hari dengan colleagues lagi. Apakah? Am I too relax? I don't feel any of the wedding jitters (yet). Am I not normal or it hasn't come yet to me? Apakah aku ini? Dahla tidak ada motherly instinct, bride instinct pun takde ke?
God, I had a row with my dad last week. A terrible one I must say. I don't normally believe in all the zodiac personal traits shit but I do kinda agree on this one. Taurians are stubborn creatures. Period. My dad and I are Taurians so when we had our opinions on something, it will take a whole load willpower and courage to change our mind. Just imagine when two Taurians had the mind of their own. Third World War I tell you! Suffice to say, when he came over the weekend, I was chicken shit to meet him but turn out he was OK. One thing I learned, Taurians are forgiver. Hehe. But I respect and love him regardless though I might not show it. He is my all time hero after all. Period.
10 days. Wow.